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i m sad now... veri veri sad...cause saw something...they went outing together...y y y?y cant they ask mi along...do they really hate me tt much...y cant they give me a chance to go out with them???do we have any misunderstanding?cant they tell mi wats going on?i feel veri terrible now...really really terrible...the moment i saw the photos they took..i burst to tears...reaaly useless hor... small matter only i also cry..bt i jus cant help it...i also dunno y...depression?i dunno...haiz.. shall stop here le...
# posted by regina at
10:42 PM
i m back after so long...have been MIA so long cause have nth to update as i life have been the same for the past few months...has lunch alone, sit alone...cant wait to graduate...i m really veri tired le..everytime see them feel lik crying..when i go to places where i had fun with them, i think of the past..is it my fault or hu's?hu can tell mi?another thing is i started to suspect tt i m having depression..i would feel lik crying suddenly and sometimes would feel lik dying thinking tt i m an extra in this world even if i go.. no one will care...however, i still feel tt i m fortunate as i still have a group of friends hu really care abt me..although they r nt in my sch/class, they would still stay in contact with me asking me out to tok...really grateful to them...
# posted by regina at
2:10 PM
damn long never update my blog already... bt i think it make no difference also no one will come and see de...bt nvm cause its for mi to vent my feelings here...life have nt been smooth for mi...in fact it has been miserable...went to China, Wuhan on feb to apr...thought tt after coming back would be better...however it became worse...wat r friends?hu to trust?i realise tt even i trust and care abt ppl...they wont care or bother or appreciate it...they will even backstab...i noe i cannot behave this way...and i m trying nt to be bothered by those....i must change...bt i need time...and wats wrong of being jealous...its more on envy ba..bt anything wrong?i jus wan to be lik others hu have friends around them...y does it seems tt its so far away from me..sometimes feel so tired, feel lik giving up..bt i dun wan to...dunno wat to sae...tt's all...bb..tc..
# posted by regina at
10:14 AM
its the beginning of the new year bt it seems to be a bad year for mi..cause i m having problems with my friends le...these few daes was so damn sad lor...i dunno how to face them though i m still in their clique..i m so lost now...y do i have to face this kind of problem everytime???y cant i escape from this kind of life???already 10 years of this king of life...isnt it enough??i had enough !!!i cant take it anymore le...i feel lik giving up...i had veri gd impression of them when i first noe them...i didnt expect it to happen...really disappointed and hurted...bt wat can i do??i can only jus bear with it and pretend tt nth has happened..however it will stay in my mind for some time...kks..should stop here le..before my tears really roll down..bb..tc...
# posted by regina at
7:52 PM
wow... so long since my last post...lat week was my common test...i think it was alright except for my advance statics which i thought was mybest module bt i think i did badly for tt paper....last fri after our last paper, almost the whole class went to bugis to eat seoul garden..after tt few of my friends and i went to window shop for a while before we went to watch oour movie...last sun, woke up at about 5 am to get ready to go to sch to assemble and off to Malaysia
(gopeng and pangkor island)1st dae:was jus travelling fron singapore to malaysia...after clearing the customs and immigrations, we proceed for our breakfast at around 9 plus...after tt continue with journey..at around 2 plus we stopped agian for our lunch..i had A&W for lunch...quite ok lor the food...after tt we continue with the journey...around 6 plus we reach Gopeng and transfer to the Earth camp to have our dinner den rest for the dae...2nd dae:after breakfast, we went to a cave called Gua Tempurung for caving...after tt was back to the campsite for lunch...den we went for water rafting and it was damn fun...hahasafter tt went to wash up and was dinner time... den it was bedtime :)...3rd dae:woke up at 3 am to get ready to depart to pangkor island...reached the jetty at lumut quite early so had our packed breakfast while waiting...while on the ferry, we saw the sunrise and it was nice...when we reach the island, we place our bags in a room in a resort..den change and went for our kayaking...after tt was lunch...and snorkelling...many of us was injured after the snorkelling as there are may rock there...den we went back to the resort and check in...went to wash up and watch disney channel in the room...after tt was bbq dinner...as it was packed hence my friends and i decided to bring back our room to eat..and the food really really sucks...den slack in the room and it was bedtime...4th dae:woke up at around 5am to packed our things and went for our buffet breakfast..after eating went back to our room to gt our things and check out...den went to take ferry back to lumut and to KL for lunch and some shopping...after tt the tour guide brought us to buy chocolates...bt i jus manage to buy some as nt much money left...den continue with journey again...few hours later they stopped for dinner...after was journey back to singapore le...reach sch abt 10 plus and my friend is so gd to send me hm and i reached hm at 11 plus..tt's all.. :Dpictures will be in facebook :)bb..tc...
# posted by regina at
1:49 PM
so sian...i type two times bt both also disappear le :(i think i jus keep it short ba..todae went K-box wif the four of them and had fun wif them...hahas...i felt better too after all the singing...weird rite???hahas :)
# posted by regina at
8:52 PM
so long after my last post...here to update wat happened recently...after sch reopen..enjoyed myself wif my classmates...they damn joker sia...however i also realise something veri cruel from the bigger group...they treat one of my classmate veri bad...though he still follow them bt i think he is veri pitiful...i so scared..i scared tt history will repeat...i dun wan to experience the same thing agian..its veri hurtful...haiz..bt i cant do anything abt it...jus receive my latest time table...mon - 9am to 2pm...tues - 8am to 12 pmwed - 9 am to 6 pm...(gt diploma plus)thurs - 9 am to -5pmfri - 9 am to 6.30 (gt diploma plus & CCA)...now also sick...having flu and cough for almost a week already...hopefully will get well soon lor...and thanks to those hu caoncern abt mi...hais dunno wat to write le...bb....tc..
# posted by regina at
9:06 PM
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